My-Life-His-Blueprint

I love the honesty in these lyrics. The depth in the realness in the lyrics. 

‘Could you really LOVE me with all that I’ve done?’

I praise God for loving me through all my hurt and pain. My sins, past, present, and future. I have been so concentrated on the Love of God lately. God is Love. 

‘Inside your wounds we hide…Hallelujah for the blood of the Lamb that was slain. So we enter in to see your face, Oh God.’

I thank God for allowing me to enter into His presence. Allowing the Holy Spirit to live in us. Many time I’ve been fearful of the Holy Spirit. Fearful of a God that can feel so far away but is more real than anything here on this earth. More real that the touch we feel in a hug with another person. There is nothing like a hug from Holy Spirit in your Spirit. It is life changing and it is more personal than sayin I love you to a person here on this earth. 

Lord you are Love and I thank you for Loving me.

Thank you Jesus. 

I feel heavy…heavy because I want others not to hurt. I don’t want to hurt. I look to that day with no more tears, no more pain, no more fears…I look to seeing Jesus face to face. 

Like the song say’s

‘but until that day we’ll hold on to you always.’

While we are here we should strive to be perfected by God.

Perfect God, Perfecting People.

Let’s put on Christ this morning!!!

I don’t know if yall know that the story of David is my favorite in the Bible. I don’t know if it was because David had a heart for God or because he was a warrior and we all know that’s what I’m about, or because David Danced!!!!

I’m ready to dance this morning to this music.

Dance Like David!!!!

Praise Party Rock…We the Blessed!! (In that DJ Khaled voice.) I had to post this song! hilarious but it’s still pretty tight! 

On the rise to the top, tryna make it to heaven.

Turnin’ up my Jesus Swag…Listenin’ to this Jesus Muzik…I feel like some hard music this morning…

I wanna take yall to church wit this song…

I woke up and it was on my mind. It fits perfect for me right now I’m sure many others also…

I’ve had my share of ups and downs, times when there was no one around, God came and spoke these words to me, praise will confuse the enemy. 

I started singing, I started clapping, I started dancing, people were laughing, they knew my problems, they knew my pain, but I knew God would take them away.

I will praise Him in Advance….

Yes, Amen…Our God is an awesome God. Ok so I’ve decided when I start my little mini gym in my garage I will be playing Christian House music for people to listen to when you work out! I’m loving this song. It was on my heart last night at our P-Cell and this mix is def. a cool one to work out to! 

Shine ya light and let the whole world see…singing’ for the glory of the risen King…turn ya bass up, turn ya head phone up…this is an awesome mix to Mighty to save and recently I’ve been on Newsboys tip so I’m lovin’ this :) I hope to go see them in April. That’ll be an awesome time to really rock out and praise God.

ATTENTION!!!! GOD’S NOT DEAD HE’S SURELY ALIVE, HE’S LIVING ON THE INSIDE, ROARING LIKE A LION! 

THIS SONG EXPLAINS HOW I’VE FELT FOR SO LONG IN A WAY THAT I HAVE STRUGGLED TO PUT INTO WORDS. HOW DO YOU EXPLAIN FEELING GOD? HOW DO YOU EXPLAIN THAT YOU KNOW GOD IS ALIVE BECAUSE HE SPEAKS TO YOU EVERY DAY AND ALL DAY, BECAUSE YOU FEEL HIM WITH YOU EVERY STEP OF THE WAY IN THIS LIFE WE LIVE. IT’S AN INCREDIBLE THING TO HAVE GOD SO CLOSE TO YOU BUT OTHERS THINK OR WANT TO THINK THAT GOD DOES NOT EXIST OR THAT MAYBE IN THE PAST DURING BIBLE DAYS THOUSANDS OF YEARS AGO THERE WAS A GOD THAT MAY HAVE POSSIBLY BEEN OR WAS ALIVE BUT NOW GOD IS DEAD. HOW DO YOU EXPLAIN THAT GOD IS REAL AND ALIVE AND IS ROARING LIKE A LION BUT MANY JUST DON’T SEEK SO THEY NEVER WILL FIND, MANY DON’T LISTEN SO THEY NEVER WILL HEAR.

IF YOU LOOK AT THE WORLD TODAY MANY THINK THAT IT IS JUST A GODLESS WORLD…BUT I FEEL THE OPPOSITE! I FEEL GOD WAS A BIT QUIET IN SOME WAYS FOR A LONG TIME BUT NOW HE IS MAKING SOME NOISE! I BELIEVE WE HAVEN’T SEEN ANYTHING YET, THAT GOD HAS SO MUCH TO SHOW US AND SO MUCH FOR US TO DO HEAR, TODAY, NOW! 

GOD HAS BEEN SPEAKING TO ME ABOUT ‘TIME IS RUNNING OUT’…IN THE PAST I WOULD THINK ‘OH WELL I’VE BEEN HEARING ABOUT THIS END TIME FOR SO LONG…IT’S ALWAYS THE END TIMES ACCORDING TO THE CHURCH…’

BUT GOD SAID TO ME ‘NOW IS THE TIME, YOU DON’T HAVE THE TIME TO JUST DO WHAT YOU WANT’…I AM LIKE MOST YOUNG PEOPLE AND WANT TO LIVE THE WAY I WANT, DO WHAT I WANT, HAVE FUN, PARTY, ETC…BUT GOD DOES NOT LET ME, I GOT A WORD FROM GOD ONE DAY AND IT FRUSTRATED ME A BIT BUT IT WAS REAL, GOD SAID TO ME ‘I GAVE YOU YOUR FUN TIME, NOW IS YOUR TIME TO SERVE ME.’ I THOUGHT, ‘MAN THAT’S A ROUGH THING TO HEAR!’ BUT THAT WAS MY WORD FROM GOD THAT DAY. AND I DID, I WORE MYSELF OUT HAVING ‘FUN’, I LITERALLY WAS ON A ROAD TO DEATH. I WAS ON A SELF DESTRUCTIVE PATH BUT GOD HELD ME SO TIGHT! IT’S A WAR GOING ON FOR OUR SOULS…

I FIGHT WITH GOD SOMETIMES AND SAY ‘BUT GOD I’M SO YOUNG, LET ME HAVE SOME MORE FUN! MOST OF THE OLDER GENERATIONS DIDN’T REALLY START LIVING FOR YOU UNTIL THIER 30’S, 40’S, 50’S…MY GRANDFATHER DIDN’T GET SAVED TILL HIS 60’S…WHY NOW GOD?’ BUT GOD KEEPS TELLING ME, ‘YOU DON’T HAVE TIME, YOUR GENERATION DOESN’T HAVE TIME…NOW IS 911 TIME, YOU MUST FOLLOW ME NOW!’ 

ALMOST EVERYDAY GOD REMINDS ME BECAUSE I LOOK DOWN AT MY CLOCK AT 9:11 EVERYDAY..SERIOUSLY, AND I HEAR GOD TELLING ME ‘YOU MUST FOLLOW ME NOW! YOUR GENERATION MUST FOLLOW ME NOW!’ MANY PEOPLE WILL READ THIS AND THINK, ‘THIS GIRL IS JUST COO-COO’ LOL AND SOME OF YOU WILL READ THIS AND YOU WILL LITERALLY FEEL GOD SPEAK TO YOUR SPIRIT. LISTEN TO GOD, HE IS NOT DEAD, HE TRULY IS ALIVE AND HE’S LIVING ON THE INSIDE OF YOU, ROARING LIKE A LION!

THROUGH THIS BLOG I PRAY THAT YOU WILL RECEIVE ENCOURAGEMENT, THAT YOU WILL RECEIVE STRENGTH KNOWING THAT GOD IS WITH YOU AND THAT YOU ARE NOT ALONE. GOD IS DOING AN AMAZING THING IN THIS WORLD AT THIS POINT IN TIME IN HISTORY. FEEL BLESSED THAT YOU ARE LIVING NOW IN THIS DAY AND AGE. IT MAY SEEM LIKE A DARK TIME WITH ALL THE WARS GOING ON, THE KILLINGS, THE DEATH WE SEE ON A DAILY BASIS THROUGH THE NEWS, THE MUSIC WE HEAR, THE TV WE WATCH…KNOW THAT GOD’S LIGHT WILL SHINE BRIGHTER THAN ALL DARKENESS AND YOU TRULY ARE THE LIGHT OF THIS WORLD!

I PRAY THIS BY FAITH THAT YOU WILL RECEIVE IT AND BE ENCOURAGED TO CONTINUE TO KNOW, HEAR FROM, AND HAVE FAITH IN JESUS CHRIST.

to adore someone is to love intensely…………….

When I’m searching for the face of the invisible, when I reach to hold the hand that formed my being. All the sudden everything that is within me, blesses your name, again and again…Crying Holy is the Lord God almight, Worthy is the Lamb who was slain, to receive our greatest adoration, Jesus son of God is His name…

To be captivated is to be filled with wonder and delight…………………….

When I’m overwhelmed by all that is around me, and the tears that flood my heart run down my face. I remember that your heart and soul was broken and even in pain your worthy of praise. 

Crying Holy is the Lord God almight, worthy is the Lamb who was slain, to receive our greatest adoration, Jesus son of God is His name…

Many times I may feel overwhelmed but God reminds me through His word….

Mark 4

 ³⁵ As evening came, Jesus said to his disciples, “Let’s cross to the other side of the lake.” ³⁶ So they took Jesus in the boat and started out, leaving the crowds behind (although other boats followed). ³⁷But soon a fierce storm came up. High waves were breaking into the boat, and it began to fill with water.

 ³⁸ Jesus was sleeping at the back of the boat with his head on a cushion. The disciples woke him up, shouting, “Teacher, don’t you care that we’re going to drown?”

 ³⁹ When Jesus woke up, he rebuked the wind and said to the waves, “Silence! Be still!” Suddenly the wind stopped, and there was a great calm. ⁴⁰ Then he asked them, “Why are you afraid? Do you still have no faith?”

 ⁴¹ The disciples were absolutely terrified. “Who is this man?” they asked each other. “Even the wind and waves obey him!”

Today I read this chapter in the bible and I was speaking with my mom about it and she said to me how it’s the same in our lives. I had to ask her what she meant. As she began to explain I caught on and thought, genius! lol but I just was reading and not looking deeper than the words on a page. My mother talked about when we go through storms, trials, hard times, we tend to panic and wonder where God is. Wonder why He is not ‘saving’ us…But as Jesus said to His disciples…“Why are you afraid? Do you still have no faith?” He is saying that same thing to us. Why do I get afraid, why do I loss faith sometimes? When I have a God that even the wind and the sea obey….

As David said in Psalm 27:1, I try to remember daily…

The LORD is my light and my salvation—so why should I be afraid? The LORD is my fortress, protecting me from danger, so why should I tremble? 

Cause I can’t wait to see the ones who’ve gone before me. Hear the music, taste the laughter, walk the sea! But the moment I will live and I will die for is to hear his voice welcoming me!

And I’ll cry Holy is the Lord God almight! Worthy is the Lamb who was slain! To receive our greatest adoration! Jesus son of God is His name!

Sometimes I wonder why we all are here…

But then…

I be hold the Beauty of His many wonders….I become captivated…My thoughts for Jesus become adoration….I contemplate the day of our reunion….Why am I here?

the moment I will live and I will die for is to hear his voice welcoming me!

And I’ll cry Holy is the Lord God almight! Worthy is the Lamb who was slain! To receive our greatest adoration! Jesus son of God is His name!

To made Him happy, to please Him, to worship Jesus.

I was created to worship….

We were created to worship….

It’s about the Why:

I must say I’ve had thoughts, I’ve wondered if my life could really change at all…I realized something recently that I knew for so long but struggled to really capture, to really believe, to really live, I’m still trying to live it. What I realized was that when I wake up each day it’s not about what I do or where I go…It’s more about the why. Why do I wake up each day? Why did God put us here on this earth? Why do I eat? Why do I sleep? Why do I go to work or work out rather than just laying in bed? I know most people think it’s for money that we get up everyday and ‘live’ or for some sort of self gratification that we do things and maybe for you there is another reason why but for me I realize that if it wasn’t for my creator, our creator, I would lack a reason to ‘live’. I realized when I wake up each day and do the things I do through out the day I am praising God. I am thanking Him in the work that I do, in the chores that I do, in the food I eat, in the breaths that I take…I thank God for my life, even when I wonder If I’ll ever find my way or when I wonder if my life will ever change I can thank Him for my current and future situation. Even when I feel worthless and struggle and lack hope, Jesus shows me when I wake up and look around how he makes beautiful things.

You make beautiful things out of us.

This is the song that goes with my last blog also…

enjoy!

I watched this video this morning and it’s extremely amazing how God has been giving me these blogs! I found this video a few days ago but I had no clue how close it was to a chapter and verse in the bible that I have been studying for a few weeks now…Matthew 6. At the end of the testimony when Jeremy Camps friend said the verse Matthew 6:21, I was so excited and motivated.

 For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.

Matthew 6:21 NIV

This is a verse that I have been reading and reading and meditating on and meditating on. I think about where my past desires in my heart were and I realize that my priorities were not in line with God’s. When your treasures are in earthly things then your desires will be earthly things. Earlier in Matthew 6 it says…

 “Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moths and vermin destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moths and vermin do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal.”

NIV Matthew 6:19-20

I want decent things here on earth and I know that the Lord has a plan for me and my life, he has a blueprint, as he said in Jeremiah…

“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future.”

Jeremiah 29:11

So, why should I stress about what I will get here on this earth and how much I will get? Many of us need a value shift!

Again back to Matthew 6, Jesus says…

“Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.”

Matthew 6:34

I hope you all enjoy this testimony and really rock out to this song. It’s powerful, it’s encouraging, and it’s motivating…Let’s praise the Lord no matter what our circumstance because the treasures are more than some ‘things’ here on this earth.

Keep your hearts and eyes towards God….

“Lord, take my life.”

Amen